How splendid it seemed to me to gaze upon someone's heart and watch them wither like flowers on a facade, how giddy the soul was to watch another in peril. How it was so fulfilling to tyranize the world. A laughter slicing the darkness just like the knife within your skin, cursive through your veins. The atmosphere around me is bitter, a salty dusty world seemed to entrance me into a lullaby. Hazy and immaculate, precious and fragile just as the day we met. Not to be altered. The emotion corrals around me like a harmonic sequel to a story incomplete. The blinds are tattered, the drapes seem to flow with a mind embodied within them. The wind sheds a new smell into you, drubbing the inside and bleeding out of your eyes. I watch the bricks crumble while I soak in the midnight and bleed out the moonlight. I have become of what I feared, enacted the lusted for, and brought a incomprehensible imaginative chaos into life. Interesting. Now you sway in that hammock of your bedded sheets, nailed to the corners of your establishment, lying headless and bloodied, somehow the perpetrator cries into laughter. The crows tap of the false benevolence you once chanted. A stuffed animal, lying on the floor so artistically, a portrait painted with a blue translucent film. The animal is roughed, it is severed, it is worn. My ground appears to be glass, I am not the tormentor. I simply am the inventor of this destruction. I inspect the chaos through the glass in this body of light I had created once before. I apply all the knowledge that has accumulated within me. Paint chips off the walls with your scream, the croud chuckles with content. The intensity roars up from beneath, the branches seem to now darken my window even more, and then you just believe and let go, let fate guide you, and let two items in life be the best and closest of friends. They are of no being, just a means of necessity. I love my malice I endure!

You're deep brown eyes watching every move that I have made

And the feeling of doubt, its erased

I'll never feel alone again with you by my side

You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad.

But you're unconditional love was always on my mind

You've been there from the start for me

And your loves been always true as can be

I give my heart to you

I give my heart, cause nothing in this world can compare in this world to you

You say everything comes of you don't turn your back, And I  wait everyday sometimes this patience I lack because its just more of the same, more of the same and I just need you to remember my name. More of the same, More of the same, And I just need you....It takes all of me to keep my eyes of off the floor, and this makes tomorrow harder than ever before because its just more of the same, more of the same and I just need you to remember my name, more of the same, more of the same. And I just need you to remember my.....why does this seem to be right in front of me and tangible dreams we pursue, And why what is hard to see, is eluding me, I cant believe that's its true, More of the same, more of the same and I just need you to remember my name, more of the same, more of the same, And I just need you......

                                                                                                                     -Tim-